Fliron

I guess i might not post here anymore, well might be final post,
im not sure if i might come back, i am busy, i got too much to deal with.
 
too much heavy stuff over this year...............
Goodbye

So an update
I am currently going to submit either drawn on paper art and a manga i am working on
Or digital artwork
But for the digital artwork i will need some digital painting apps to my phone
Or use a paint software on my laptop (no internet right now)
So i will post some

My depression consumes me a lot.... when will it ever fade away?...
it makes my heart heavy with lots of stress and anxiety
i never express how I feel....
for what would people see me as?..... I worthless piece of sh**
And you think I'm smiling? but deep down I have a knife stabbed to my soul....
it engulfs me like a rattle snake that when it bites you it slowly kills you..
woe to me, woe to my life, woe to my body, woe to my own soul....
for the darkness drowns me to death
for how can I call life merry if it just gives you charcoal that's worthless?.....
for my own good just forsake it and move on....
while it carries me to my grave...
for life would be better if I faded away and then everyone would be happy.....
- -lll

I was always there for my people....
but i have a pain in my heart.....
it is like a dagger of darkness consuming me...
once its in it can not come out
the pain is unbearable.....
there is a monster in my heart and soul.....
for it is the birth of the wickedness....
for i feel the dark fog consuming my brain and heart.... 
then my eyes.....
for i see nothing but deep darkness.....
maybe i should fall off a cliff...
or do a hanging.,....
or cut bit by bit....
or cry till i can't breath........
for i am in the chaos of my life...................
i heard a voice...
but it was just a hallucination...
then i see shadows.............
but they smile at me with their innocent faces...
i see a portal.......
the sign says "you're home"...
then i go inside......
for the darkness is here....

How long have you been on DeviantArt?
i've been on deviantart for 2 years now and i like it here


What does your username mean?
My username means fire with iron and it makes it thick and hard.

Describe yourself in three words.
Fierce. Awesome. Creative

Are you left or right handed?
I am right handed

What was your first deviation?
My first deviantion has got to be a artist that created beautiful artwork.

What is your favourite type of art to create?
My favorite type of art to create is the elements the Earth has and humans with earthly powers.

If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
I would master mysterious and illuminous type of artwork. it is my dream to do that.

What was your first favourite?
Well it has to be a dinosaur art. i love dinosaurs ^^

What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
i like mysterious and original art.

Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
I got to go with yotuba. She has beautiful artwork.
If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
I would like to meet Yotuba in person since i have the passion to share art with her.

How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
I had more creative artstyles in the deviant.

What are your preferred tools to create art?
I mostly use colors and sai paint to do my artwork.

What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
I create art in the kitchen and i do it for artstyles.

What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
My favorite deviantart memory has got to be with a Jesus in a cloud.